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Time to look for a job

The various reasons I’m fed up with my current situation

AI, “What a pleasant surprise!”

Let’s put this out of the way: I hate AI, for various reasons, but let’s focus on the job topic:

The main issue in a working environment is to make it clear that a proof of concept is not a product. Taking shortcuts to test or demo something makes sense. AI is good at it and blazing fast.

I would be surprised if a Software company would have a strong no-AI policy, but “How many percents of your core product code is generated by LLMs?” is definitely on my questions list.

An analogy to trigger you: would you build a 3D renderer based on a demo of the demoscene?

Lessons learned

In every company and likely any project released or canceled ends in the same way:

After doing, a ton of things, including a lot of failures over years. At some point a full review is done. Its name is variable: call it “retrospective”, “review” or my favorite: “lessons learned”. Why my favorite you may ask?

Spoiler Alert

We never learn anything.
“Ah shit, here we go again.”

In the best case scenario, a few important mistakes are avoided. From the critical ones, nearly everything is repeated over time.

The classics from what I saw. In EVERY SINGLE FUCKING PROJECT I worked on in a professional environment:

On top of that, add normal mistakes you cannot easily prevent if you don’t know them and, the critical failures you make because you absolutely want to do something different way.

Build crap with gold

I work with some really talented people, but the project quality is so far below from what a normal human being would expect from these profiles… that’s something I cannot explain and that’s killing me.

I asked for fun from time to time who in my team would feel confident to release the current state of our repo as an open source project. We’re all ashamed of this quality.

Let’s troll a bit: consider the monsters working at Microsoft and look at the crappy Windows… what kind of dissonance is this?

Never fix, just workaround

Why don’t we just fix things when we can work around them faster? … And end up spending an absurd amount of time fixing stupid mistakes afterwards.

In the fantastic times of AI, this is a bigger problem than ever. Things are not compatible? Just vibe-code a wrapper. It works, why should you read the code? Someone complained that it stopped working? Re-ask your favorite agent, tokens are cheap (so far).

By experience, if you want to fix something working often, you have some options:

Ok, so what now?

These main reasons lead me to believe it’s time, not to look for yet another job in yet another company, but to truly change things.

Let’s throw away decades of experience in software and start building buggies: ~400 kg, a ~75 HP electric motor, ~100 km autonomy: Something approaching the kind of cars we really need to go from A to B in a fun way.

No ok, I’m joking… Even if I’m pissed off with the car industry and if I would break down that’s probably what I’d try to do, that’s another topic.

Giving up on software is not an option for me: this is my main hobby. I can understand the argument “You’re paid for doing your job, so don’t give a shit about what you deliver”, but that’s not me.
By the way, let’s be honest, the overly comfortable situation some magical keyword on a CV add to your income is just insane.

The ideal working environment for me (likely not realistic to check everything, but I can use it as a reference… and depress later on, signing a contract).

Fun fact (ok, depressing fact)

As some project in a company where advertised as “Open Source”. What did I do being a new employee and discovering these projects?
Yes indeed, I searched for their repos from home! But guess what “Open Source” does not mean Open Source, it’s just internal open source.

If for some reason, you may consider it, you can find my redacted CV here. Feel free to contact me.

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